THE PREPARATION

I have two weeks left until the day of registration of the LLB. It freaks me out because there's a lot of things i need to settle.

First and foremost, I have to prepare documents that have to be submitted during the registration. Well, I'm sure most of you have the experience like this. Documents such as offer letter,ic,birth certificate, spm's result and bla bla bla that need to be printed,photocopied and certified...phew, I can't imagine how I hate this...plus, I also need to undergo medical check up. Isn't it boring. The last time I did my medical check up was few years ago. Luckily, my brother is a doctor. So, I don't have to queue at the government hospital waiting to be examined. Reminder for myself : PREPARE A CHECKLIST PLEASE!!

I also need to buy white and black attire as much as I can (if only i had money to buy it). The honors course requires the student to wear formal black and white attire everyday. I only have 2 baju kurung and few black and white blouses in my collection. It is not enough! I desperately need to buy more clothes but in the same time, I have to keep it under my tight budget. Money matters a lot to me right now. With no scholarship, I have to rely hundred percent on my parents for the registration fees,books,attires,house rents and bla bla bla. Since mama is sick right now, I don't want to worry her so much as it would affect her. Relying financially on my parents is usually my last option. But now, I have no other options left ...By the way, I'm sure all my colleagues have the same problem as I do.."financial problem"... as all this while we relied on 'pt money'..hehe....padan muke kami!

Few days ago, while looking for scholarship in the internet, I came across a website which offers scholarship for graduates whom intended to pursue their studies. I found myself eligible to apply this scholarship. Usually, some institution will put a very high standard of requirements for applicants before they can apply for the scholarship. But this time it's different, I'm way too qualify to apply it.So, without undue delay, I fill in the application form.. :) I hope they'll approve my application. I need the scholarship so badly. In case they reject my application, I have two options left, i.e taking 'ptptn' loan again OR asking help from my lecturer to find suitable scholarship for me. Ya Allah, please help me :)

@_@ come on, come on....cepat2 prepare semua!!!!!!!

p/s: camne nak gi blaja ngan tenang.hati di dlm risaukan ibunda tercinta...Tuhan tolonglah.