i miss my healthy mama a lot..it's been a year since she was diagnosed of having tumor in large part of her face and brain.
the surgery to remove 90% of the tumor had already been done.Nevertheless,10% more cannot be removed because it is too risky. However,still, after the operation, mama is so weak.She's loosing so much weight.
what sadden me the most, mama have mentally and psychically changed.She used to be an active,independent,talkative and high spirited person. But now, mama do not speak as much as she always do. I can hardly see she smile nowadays. I know, deep inside her heart, she is struggling to fight her disease. It is not easy for her to face this.So, i try to understand her situation despite i'm longing for her love,attention and the mother-daughter warm relationship.
I pray and never stop praying for her.Maybe there is "hikmah" why Allah swt choose to test mama.
"Allah tidak akan menguji seseorang manusia melebihi tahap kemampuannya"
I believe in this ayat. Mama will survive! Mama, you are the strongest one and you will always be.i love you!!
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