The Boring 'me'..

Tonight is the New Year eve celebration....What do I do? Stay at home...in front of my laptop..posting this blog...boringly..caught by emotional disorder..caused by the 'ptptn' form..and some people whom annoyed me just now..

Imagine myself standing in the crowd of people..holding hands with my dear..staring at the sky full of beautiful fireworks.. It is a dream come true :) Nothing you can see from my face,except the wonderful smile I give to every people looking at me...Enjoying the beautiful moment..Appreciating every seconds...People screaming "happy new year" happily...he screams...and I scream too.. The stars shine bright tonight, not like usual. The stars are also celebrating the night...Feeling myself like floating in the air, reaching the stars...Through the night..The night air sweep into my face smoothly..All I can hear is the popping sounds of fireworks......

Then all of sudden,all the sounds gone....It just fade away....I opened my eyes..Here I am..again..in my bedroom..in front of my laptop...Realizing that it's just a dream..that will never come true....

Perhaps..I should go to bed earlier...and pretending like nothing happened tomorrow morning...

T_T