My First Experience

Hye everyone. Assalamualaikum...

First experience, yes, first time aku pergi interview dlm sejarah 24 tahun aku wujud kat dunie nie. A bit lame kan, tapi, I'm proud of myself because I have been through it successfully. Kalau nak diikutkan hati, memang bedetap jantung ni. Tapi seronok cuz it is the best experience ever and I became more confident in the next interview.

Aku memang seorang planner, setiap ape yg aku buat mesti aku nak plan baik punyer. termasuklah dialog yg aku nak cakap time interview nanti..Semuanya aku da point kan dlm buku nota aku...So, this week aku ade 3 interviews...

Interview pertama rasa2nya agak hancus. Confident level = zero. haha. mungkin cuz aku kepenatan menunggu berejam kat situ and perot da lapar giler.. jadi, dialog yg aku nak cakap sume da kehulu and kehilir. haha :) lagipun, aku terasa seperti disergah oleh interviewer menyebabkan aku terkejut sket and terus rase down menyembah bumi. mulotlak rase cam takde air liur and tak bole nak bercakap langsung. Rase mcm xde gigi pun ade.. adoii.. fail..taknak lah cite detail2..malu....Tapi job nye still dapat..amazingly :)

Second interview, confident level = 99.9 %. hehe. Aku rase teramatlah confident, cuz I learn from my lesson. I constantly remind myself to be confident! hunggan hunggah!! went I step into the firm, I can feel the aura.. waah, so 'law firms'. Macam wut I sees in Hollywood movies, keadaan ofis yg betol2 ofis.. File setinggi meja, the staffs were running here and there.. cool... Then, I was entertained by Miss Nicole. MashaAllah, she was so sweet! I mean, she's very soft spoken and calm. I really like her attitude. She made me felt so relieved.

Then, after tunggu for sometimes, I was called into the room. My first impression, oh I will love my master. She also seems to be liking me. I was inspired by the way she talk and advising me. Menarik..She's firm but gentle inside. She's strict but with a little flexibility. Sesi interview ni lebih kepada knowing me deeply and knowing what I want. Ayat2 yg dah plan, semuanya dapat ditutur dgn baik. hehe..Interview mcm ni is very interesting, because, kite akan rasa lebih selesa and confident. Overall, memang best.. and I got the job too :)

Third interview, I owned it! ceh, eksen plak aku. hehe. It was a totally different version of interview. Not formal at all, but I am making it formal plak. hehe. Mungkin dah terbiase, and confident level plak tgh uprising. haha. now, I really love the word 'learning from experience', memanglah betul sgtt :)

Seronok dapat belajar macam2 jenis interview.. poyo jekan, baru first time interview..keco je lebih. hehe..tapi memang seronok.. and I am ready to be interviewed lagi. :) Oh dilemma skrg nak pilih which firms to join.haha. pdn muker aku..sekian :)

Photoshoot Bliss FY

Hi everyone,

Dah lame gile tak update blog nie.. semakin malas rasenye..Tp hari ni aku mau up gambar2 yg shoot untuk Bliss FY aritu seperti yg dijanjikan..eceh.. Bliss FY ni menjual pakaian ladies menerusi facebook..so, pada sape2 yg berminat nak membeli belah, search je Bliss FY thru fb okay..di fb aku pun ade album baju2 nie.. Aku n my sis, Mawar join shoot ni pun sbb nak tlg abg kami dan gulprennye menjayakan company nie..nie kire branding barula.dlu patung2 je yg pakai baju2 dorg nie..skrg kamila modelnya. yehuu.. moh kite tgk gmbr sket2 moh.. :)

Bajet somel la kau...

Garang + poyo seket2 ^_^

Gambar2 ni semua diambil pakai Nikon d40 and yang paling bestnye memang x edit kecuali crop. semuanya amatlah basic and priority diberikan kepada baju tersebut sahaja...

merenung cowok2 smbil cover cunnn..

Minah ni my sis, mawar.. hehe. shhhuuu katenye...

Tadaa... aku suke muke aku time nih.. mcm poyo sket..

Disebalik dedaun menghijau...

Actually baju2 ni byk yg oversize dgn aku..maklumlah, sy kecil molek org nye.. bole dikatekan petite la..tp aku blasah je pkai even though oversize.. Jadi baju2 ni mmg seswai sgtlah dgn manusia yg bersize normal.. sbb aku kurg normal. ekekek.. S

ntah ape2 tah aku pose kan? belasah jela.. 50 kali pose, sampai da ilang gaye dah.hehe. seronok tapi mongah gak sebab asek belari-lari. sampai cair make up dan last2 jadi natural jer, without make up. huhu :).

Banyak lagi gmbr2, tp x terupload rasenye.. aku pakai b.band je..selo giler smpai naik migrain dibuatnya... nanti if da tukar Unifi ker,barula turbo sket an.. Tupun kalau mr papa bagi.. uhuk..okla, thanks for reading.. muah2 :)

Love, JASRYN

Phoswhite Studio

Shoot on 23 Nov..time nie tlg my friends, wan shamril...die maw blaja amik gmbr di studio, lighting and so on...so, he proposed me to be his model on the day..and my part more focused on my expression..nothing serious dgn shoot nie..gmbr pun x byk sgt. Sbb most the photos, my expressions were not good enough, maklumlah, x pro..so, ..yg terpilih je sy up k :) Time ni, 2 of my friends pun join sbg model iaitu yanie and aja :) Both of them shoot full body..Make up sume sndr..but di touch up oleh make up artis, Jaja..huhu..Thanks to wan shamril and faisal ok!

Jengjeng, natural look. Lov it :)

Yang ni x ok sgt.menampakkan dahi yg luas mcm pdg bola.hehehe

Bile make up artist smpai, die tempek lak lipstick merah, haha..aduhai~

Jenjeng..huhu..poyo jekan. bajet terer.hik ;)

Haha..kelaka expression nie..x sweet lgsg..hehehe

I guess dats all..x siap edit lg the pix..nanty up lg key :)

Love, Jasryn.

Click click!

Homaigod..penat gilers kaki arini..tp sonok sbb dah lame x kuar menghirup udara slain udare dlm umah yg x berape nak syiok.huhu. Siand tadi pegi shoot utk butik..erm,bukanlah butik lagi, cume menjual baju online saje. ops, lupe nak ckp, bkn sy punye bisnis tp bisnis abg gue dan awexnyaa..tapi gmbrnya blum ade lg.nanty bile da official, sy up k ;)

Baju yg perlu ditukar dan diposekan oleh sy and adikku, mawar sgt byk..rasenye, lebih 40 pasang.tadi pon kami hanye sempat pakai 36 pasang baju je.sbb da malam and x sempat..start plak lewat giler,dlm pkl 3...tghari tu.tp sekbaik cuace arini sejok n nyaman.so, x kesahla nak pose2 sana sini an...ahaks,kulitku xla sunburn sgt.ngeee. :)

Tak penah gue tukar baju sebanyak tu dlm mase 3 jam.he sonook ngat sbb dpt pakei mcm2 baju yg santek menarek kau mmg de boom. tapi mengah gak la..bukak, pakai, bukak, pakai..pheww..isk,lupe lg nk ckp, shoot ni kt putrajaya.

First location ialah Pullman. Tempat santek. da semangat giler n verangan nak amik gambo kt tepi jeti tue. Sampai2 je tgk ade rmai beno org. Apehal?? emm rupernya tadi ade kejohanan kayak amende tah...spoil btul rancangan gue tadi..plan diteruskan kat situ, tp kat ceruk sketla..takla org nmpk. huhu. tupon rmai je manusie yg menyakat time kami tgh posing2..

adela sorg mamat nie..die nyakat soh org senyumla hapelaa..otw blk tu plak, kitorg nampak member die dok tgh amiks gmbr die. ha,ape lagi.sesi membalas dendam la..aku jerit "...ha ape lg bangg, senyum la..pos maut sket yea!! ...' haha klaka giler muke die, tekebil-kebil menahan malu...tula, sakat org lagi.hehe. mission accomplished!

Next, kami sambung shoot and this time around dekat tgh banda putrajaya tue. susa btul time nie cuz baju byk and we have to stay close to the toilet cuz senang nak besalen baju.. tekeja-keja rasenye..nak keja mase lg..penat..tp pose buatla muka hepi...

Dlm 6.30 mcm tu, tamatla sesi shoot. kene smbung hari lain..cuz x sempat nak habiskan semua..Photographer sorg jer :( nak ajak sape tlg pun tak tahu....adui..Pas pekene char keuy teow kat tgh bandar tu, we all pon berangkat balek...Dapat adiah baju free satu! hehe. bestt :)

Jadi skrg, badan amatlah penat. Kaki lenguh2...mate tu da kecik.huhu.time to sleep.bye2..tata :)

Love, Jasryn

3 Dec ?

It's my birthday..

But I don't like it..

I don't like my birthday anymore..

Its a total mess....

Things were wrong from the start...

I wish it's not my birthday today..

I may look happy..

But inside I'm not actually.

You'll never understand why.

Who is he?

A man who loves you just the way you are,

Who won't compare you with any other,

Who eager to listen to your voice every time you talk to him,

Who thinks you are pretty without make up on,

Who thinks you're funny and listen to your jokes every day,

Who treats your sensitive's heart carefully, fear that he might broke it.

Who appreciates what you have done for him.

A man who shows his love to you everyday,

Who tells you that he loves you every day,

Who hates to see you upset,

Who won't let you down,

Who kisses your forehead to keep you warm,

Who treats your heart, and fills it with love,

Who will wipe out your tears,

Who says that he's lucky to have you.

A man who guide you,

Who drives you to the true path,

Who holds your hand from going astray.

Who reminds you about life and death, hell and heaven.

Who loves you because of Allah s.w.t.

The World's Most Evil Psychopaths

Ini ialah tajuk sebuah buku tebal...yg hari2 aku bace untuk hilangkn boring

and hilangkan segala-gala mslh in my precious brain...

Em,like usual..today x decide nak kemane-mane..

although rase nak bershopping amat kuat..

I throw that feelings away sbb kne simpan duit dikala emergency..

Dalam ujan renyai2,and lampu tidur tepasang...

Maka, I read the book smpaila aku x sedarkn diri...

Its a good book indeed. A compilation of murderers' true story...

Even though every time bace, I will end up sleeping...

What can I say is that, a person became a serial killer or a monster in other word,

because of childhood yg x best langsung and background family...

Most of them has a father yg drunk, violent and dot dot dot..

But some of them,mmg since they were small the ciri2 violent and insanity dah appear..

Hmm tp lepas mkn xleh bace buku nie..sbb mcm nk muntah..

they were not committing crime yg bese2 stkt murder sorg je tu...

Erk,,more than that..potong sana sini..simpan bodies la hapela..euww..mmg psycho..

their victims pun sgt rmai..

Most of them has been executed, with death penalty..

But, they were others that remains a mystery, cuz the murderers xdpt ditangkap..

Scary isn't it..who knows, they are near to us skrg...

Teringat lak di Malaysia ni..hurm,mcm x pernah wujud je serial killer..

Maybe ade, but ramai x tahu..or..mmg xde..

but negara luar, famous dgn serial killer..if nak cerita dlm ni,mmg byk serial killer..

Ted Bundy, Clifford Olson, Jery Brudos, Aileen Wuornos, Gary Ridgway..

dan byk lg. Motive of killing, unknown.

Myb they feel satisfied seeing their victims dead or nk revenge sbb time kecik2, the mother or father always abused them..kesian...

Ape2 pun,sronok bace al-kisah mereka,

lagi2 if dorg da kne tgkp n executed, in a way kesian, tp pdn muker korg.

Da nak khatam buku nie....hmmm

I need more books..hmm T_T