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Its not what we've planned..

Its not........ what I want...

But sooner or later...

We knew.....they are some hopes..

Dream...Did u hear that?

It is not just a dream..

I realized...

That my dreams are the fantasy...

My dreams are the key...

To everything I wanted to be....

And one of my dreams...

Is to be with you....

with you....

and only you....

The Cure

She is sad.....

Loosing the love one...

Perhaps...

She's not sure...

She is surrounded by the sorrow...

She knows, he's not far away...

He will always belong to her heart...

That's her promise...

To the moon and the stars that witness the drama...

As he walk away...

She's trying to be calm...

Taking her deepest breath...

Holding her tears...

And the last word she whispered..

"Goodbye my love..."

What should she do after this....?

Keep going on with her life....

With the never ending task..

everything's changing..

everything's different..

It's not gonna be the same again...

She has to....

fight to survive...

The cut is way too deep...

It will never heals...

But..

She will be loved...

Again...

After she find some cure...

To treat her broken heart..

Valentine + Chinese New Year

14 February 2010...

It's the holiday...
I stay at home for the rest of the day...
Nothing much happened...
As usual....
Too much monologues for today....

What a boring life I had..
I prefer to stay at my firm doing works..
Rather than stay at home.....
and thinking about unpleasant thing I have to go through...

Looking at my mum makes me nervous....
There's too much paint that I can see from her eyes...
Yet she is so strong...
Telling herself that she can do this...
I can even cry for her anymore...
No more tears....